wla lng..

2006-07-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

iniba q n ung kanta!..
for you i will na..
wla lng..haha!..
nakaka-LSS xa eh..=)

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar,
i've crossed you in hallways a thousand times,
no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do to get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will..

ang sweeeet nung kanta..=)
wahehe..

sbi nia sakin napaniginipan nia dw aq last nyt..waah..kinilig akoo..ahaha..=)

2006-07-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

i'm baaaack!!!

wahaha!!!..so nung feb p ung last post q noh..kamusta nman un?..nadadama q n nabubulok n itong blog q!..grabe dahil sa katamaran q ay di q n nai-post ung mga nangyari nung prom, grad, gradball, at ung first day of my college life..at ngaun ay di q n tlga cla maipopost pgkat ngka-memory gap n aq at di q n cla maalala..o db ang galing2 q?!..haha!..so ang tanong, kamusta na aq?..hmm..i can say na masaya nman aq..nkakapanibago sa college..hirap mg-adjust..grabe 4am aq nggcng pg may pasok..tuwang tuwa ang mga eyebags q sa pgpapalalim at pgpapapanget..so kamusta nmn un db?..naalala q nga nung ngkita kmi ni krung one tym sa rob, ang una niyang cnabi ay.."kim!!!..ang haggard haggard mo na!!!"..ang saya2 noh?..hehe..hala, tinatamad n q ikwento ang college life q..basta in conclusion, masaya xa..at ng-eenjoy nman aq..dami kmi nkikitang crushable ni erica..nyahaha..=)..

okay..ibang topic nman..the million dollar question is.."naka-move on na ba aq?!"..ang sagot jan ay hindi..at aq ay bitter p din..so kim, kamusta nmn ang isang taon mong paulit-ulit n pgsabi s mga tao n nka-move on k n?..well, di p nga tlga q nkka-move on at sure aq dun..pro mejo nadadama q n bka malapit n un..hmm..sana..(God please po!..)..ayoko na kc eh..waah..senti mode n nman ba ito?..

change topic ulet..hmm..khapon ay ng-audition kmi ni ja pra sa NAC himig..grabe, sobrang ang ewan q nun..wahaha..i won't be surprised kung di aq mtanggap..pro ok lng..tanggap q n un..hehe..maybe it's not meant for me..aun..tpos after nun ay ung tea party!..nkakatuwa ung mga presentation!..di q kinaya!..hahaha..basta ang saya2!..okay nmn ung presentation nung batch nmin..di q lng matanggap ung gnawa ni reggie..ibang level n un..feeling q nasira ung reputation nia sa mga tao..ehehe..basta ang ewan nung gnawa nia..pro cge, na-appreciate q nmn ang effort nia sa pggawa nun, ngunit..waah..iba tlga eh..haha!..ang weird eh..o tma na ang pninira key reggie..masama yan..hmm..inaantok n q..may pasok kya bukas?=)

2006-02-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

ang saya saya saya saya saya saya q!!!!..as in to the nth level!!!..wahaha..

nakapasa aq s UP..
nursing s manila!!=)..

THANK YOU LORD!!!

2006-02-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
Just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

2006-02-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

oi..haha..tagal n qng di ngpopost..hmm..ano nb?..kng ta2nungin nio q kng kamusta n aking pag-mu "move on"..eh..secret!!!..wahaha..juk lng!!..hehe..senxa n..i'm kinda bangag ryt now eh..nyway, ewan..cguro okay nmn..di ku rin lam eh..tska q nlng ikkwen2 pg sure n kooo..=)..aun..hmm..nga pla..bago n kanta s blog q..title nyan "everything"..lalng..nagandahan kc aq eh..post q ung lyrics..=)

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose..you're everything

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away
Would you take me in?
Take me deeper now

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want,
You're all I need
You're everything,everything

You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

2006-01-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENAI!!
LOVE YOU!!

punta kerot s EK bukas!
wahaha..
excited n koooo!!!=)

2006-01-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOTO!!
LOVE YOU!!

2006-01-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRUNG!!!
LOVE YOU!!!

2006-01-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

haay..kkstress research..dinudugo n q s hirap..hehe..=)..kkpagod 2ng araw n 2..ngpunta kming UP manila only to find out n sarado pla ung library tuwing saturday..kainis..pro ok lng..ngpunta nmn kming robinsons eh..=)..aun..wla lng..ngaun pla ung release ng results pra s mga nkapasa s ateneo..bute p ung iba meh college n..waah..pnu aq?..UPCAT lng na-take q..nbabaliw n tuloy aq ngaun s kaba..haaynakuu..=(..bhala n c batman!..haha..geh..ggawin q muna pinapgwa s research..=)

2006-01-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

[Chorus]:
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

[Chorus]

2006-01-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

oi!!!..senxa n ngaun lng upd8..tska n ung mtinong post..nsa internet cafe lng kc aq ngaun eh..grabe noh..kkmiss skul..sobra!!..kerot!!!..miss n miss ko n kau!!!!!!!

nakakainis..bkt b kc hanggang ngaun ikw p din?!..T_T..

2005-12-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

Parang ayoko na yata
Ngunit wala naman akong magagawa
Marahil, sobrang alam mong di ko kayang mawala ka
Maswerte ka't mahal kita..ang malas talaga!

la lng..galing yan s song ng parokya..ung title ay parang ayoko na yata..hehe..aun..na-feel ko lng xa..=)..nyway, tatlong araw nalang pasko n!!!..=)

2005-12-13T21:12:00.001+08:00

ansaya ng christmas party khapon!!=)....anyway, nkkatuwa..ang dami qng na-receive n gifts..pitong pillow..apat n bracelet..tatlong tsinelas..dalawang bag..dalawang stuffed toy..ung isa ay ang kyut n c panget..ung isa nmng kyut at huggable n dambuhalang aso ay di q p naiisipan ng pangalan..=)..hmm..ano p b?..kikay kit..pamaypay..picture frame..belt..t-back..(wahaha)..panali s buhok..hikaw..maliit n gitara n personalized..(tenkyu itay!!=p)..plastik n bilog n insekto n ngtu-tumbling..(tenkyu nicky!!=p)..aun..di q n maalala ung iba eh..wahaha..basta ang saya..anhirap bitbitin s overpass..=)..after ng party, nanood kmi ng kingkong..aun..tpos umuwi n!..tpos after 2 hours, nakatulog n q..=)

*9 days nalang..pasko n!!!!*

2005-12-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

lapit na mag-christmas party!!=)..di nga kmi ppsok bukas eh..punta kming greenhills..bibili ng damit..tska gifts..haay..grabe..ang dami qng dala s thursday..4 yta n malalaking paper bags..how on earth am i going to bring that to school?..eh aakyat p q ng overpass..tsk tsk..anyway, nkakatamad ang araw n 2..buong araw nasa himig room kmi..ang tanging class lng n inattendan q ay math..at kung tatanungin nio q kng nging mkabuluhan b ung araw q..e2 ang mkikita nio..-_-..nr..as in no reaction..mejo alang kwenta kc eh..prang 2ng post q..sobrang wlang sense..tama n nga..cge..2log n q..ang pangit ng feeling ng may cough at colds..haayy..

12 days b4 christmas..=)

2005-12-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

haay..sa wakas!..naayos q din bagong lay-out ng blog q..sna magustuhan nio..pra kcng ang lungkot nung una eh..kya aun..geh..late n eh..2log n q..ay, nga pla..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANNE!!!.love u!=)

2005-12-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

it took one look
and forever laid out in front of me
one smile and I died
only to be revived by you
there i was
thought i had everything figured out
goes to show just how much i know
'bout the way life plays out..

I take one step away
but i find myself coming back to you
my one and only, one and only you..

now i know
that i know not a thing at all
except the fact that i am yours
and that you are mine
they told me that this wouldn't be easy
and no I'm not one to complain..

I take one step away
but i find myself coming back to you
my one and only, one and only you..

*kainis..sobrang wla aqng grip sa emotions q..*
*"totoo n tlga 2"..yeah ryt..*

2005-12-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

ansaya ng retreat nung friday at saturday!!..kso lang prang wla ytang nabago s buhay q..hehe..meh mga na-realize lng aqng mga bagay..aun..pro nkk2wa ung experience..d other nyt..buong batch yta umiyak..hehe..wla lng..tpos khapon s bus, halos lahat tulog..pagod cguro..kmi nga 4am n naka2log eh..kc may pajama party kgabi ung curie brothers (girls kmi lahat ah..=p..hehe..)..ang saya2..17 kmi, tpos ung inoccupy nmin na room, good for 3 people lng..hehe..aun..kwentuhan lng kmi till 4am..tpos nagcng aq ng mga 6:30 am..grabe..na-pressure nga aq s pagmamdali maligo eh..kc nmn c nicky, meh susi ng banyo..nkakataranta kc ino-open nila ung door..hehe..anyway, ok nmn breakfast pro mas ayos sana kung mainit ung food..aun..after kumain, lumabas kmi pra mglibot..meh nkita kming mga bench..dun muna kmi ng-stay..di q mkkalimutan un..=)..mga around 9:30 yta kmi umalis..tpos mga 12:15 kmi dumating s manila..kumain muna ung kerot s BK, tpos after, nanood kmi ng movie..just like heaven..sobrang ganda..nkka-ay..hehe..tpos umuwi n kmi..aun!..=)

2005-12-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

ang galing-galing!=)..prang mejo nababawasan n ung feelings q pra s kanya..22o n tlga 2..hehe..ang saya2..nung nkita q silang mgksama, na-feel q n tlgang happy aq 4 dem..o db?..nkk2wa..tpos ung mga txt messages nia s fone q..from 75, ngaun 30+ nlng..haayyy..sana mg2loy-2loy n 'to..=)..

ramdam n ramdam q na n di aq mgkaka-luvlyf hanggang mka-graduate ng highschool..pro ok lng nmn eh..i'm willing to wait..dahil alam qng in d ryt tym, god will give me d man of my dreams..=)..and besides, di nmn kailangan ng babae ang lalaki eh..(ewan q lng s iba ah..=p)..at siguro i'm not mature enough pra maintindihan ang mga bagay about love..kya..ako ay masaya na!!!=)..nanjan nman frends q eh..lalo n ung kerot..(woi kerot..miss n miss q n kau..)..at determinado aqng mgpaka-gc (mgpaka-gc lng ah, di mgpaka-nerda..) s mga nalalabing araw ng aking highskul life..=)..hehe..

go kim!!!..kya mu yan!!!..=)

na-auti n nmn aq..=p

2005-11-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

meh pinahiram sakin c cherith n book, ung title Saving my First Kiss..mejo spiritual xa..sarap basahin..dami nga natutunan eh..ang ganda ng mga nakasulat..e2 ung iba:

"Like many young women today, I grew up on a generous diet of fairy tales. Reading through my storybooks, I learned about talking mirrors, magnificent castles, glass slippers, and mining dwarves. More than anything, though, I learned about princes.
As I easily discovered, a prince was the answer to all of life's problems. Not only could he waltz me around in his father's ballroom, but he could rescue me from a forbidding tower, a poisonous apple, or a life of servitude. All he needed was a white horse and an enchanted pair of lips.
Now, I know that fairy tales aren't true. I know that they were stories with invented people and invented places and invented ideas. Even so, I felt I understood many of their characters. I could easily relate to Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, and Snow White. I too was waiting for my prince."

"Don't let yourself fall in love with somebody just to say that you've fallen in love. Wait and hope for the kind of guy you dream of."

"My dream guy has a quick smile and a great sense of humor; in fact, he can make me laugh really, really hard. He has enough confidence to walk with his head held high, and enough humility to ask forgiveness when he's wrong. He is goofy, willing to sit on the floor with a three-year-old. He is considerate, so he notices the girl who sits around by herself in the corner. My guy has a romantic side that will bring him to my doorstep armed with a handful of flowers that he picked on his way over. He is intelligent enough to know what a preposition is, and he is gracious enough to explain its meaning to someone who doesn't."

"I hope and pray that my prince charming is out there somewhere. I don't think that he has found me yet. Despite that fact, I am enjoying my time waiting for him, because I am convinced that he is worth waiting for. Maybe, just maybe, the guy I'm dreaming about really does exist out there somewhere. Maybe, just maybe, he dreams about me too."

ehehe..ala lng..sinipag aku mg-type eh..=)

2005-11-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

oi..ung mga balak aqng regaluhan s pasko..ito ung wishlist q..=)..ahehe..

-ung malaking stuffed toy na dog s chuckles worth P1700..hehe..(sus..asa nmn aqng may mgbigay sakin nun..pro in case lng n gus2 mo aqng bigyan nun..hanapin m dun s basement ng sm..nandun un..wahaha..=p..)
-kung maxado kang namamahalan dun s itaas, ito nlng..ung bear n malaki s watsons (ung nsa tapat ng human ah) worth P1300..=)
-kung namamahalan k p din, ok n din ung bear s watsons din n P900..un ung napakalambot n bear n may ribbon s leeg at npkasarap i-hug..hehe..=)
-bagong guitar..
-pillow n kasing laki ko..
-bag na maganda..
-kahit anong stuffed toy na super lambot at huggable..xempre dapat malaki..ehehe..
-chucks..
ayan..ala n q maicp..sigurado nmn aq wlang mgbibigay nyan sakin eh..wahaha..pg-iipunan q nlng!..=)..hehe..

anyway, kng cno k man at di mo alam ang ireregalo m sakin s pasko..tandaan m 2:
ayoko mkatanggap ng:
-mug
-picture frame
-figurine o kahit anong pang-display
-alarm clock
-alkansya
-calendar
-notebook
-candle
-khit anong edible na bagay
yun lang..wla n q maisip eh..=)

32 days to go..christmas na!!!=)

2005-11-23T12:58:00.000+08:00

takot na takot akong tumingin sa baba..nakakalula kasi..pano ba naman, ang taas ng kinalalagyan ko..ayoko ngang mahulog dun s baba..

mejo matagal-tagal na din akong nakatambay dun, tahimik ang paligid maliban sa ingay na ginagawa ng dagat..ang sarap pakinggan nung tunog ng alon..napaka-peaceful..napaka-inviting..gustong-gusto ko na ngang tingnan yung dagat eh..kaya lang, takot nga akong tumingin sa baba..

haay..bored na ko..walang magawa..finally, I decided to conquer my fear..tumayo ako at unti-unting lumapit dun sa edge ng cliff..nakapikit ako..takot na takot..tpos slowly, I opened my eyes..tiningnan ko kung ano ung nasa ilalim..ang ganda pala!..yung dagat napakalawak..prang gustung-gusto ko nang tumalon..kaya lng..may mga malaking bato eh..nakakatakot, baka dun pa ko tumama sa mga bato..sa takot ko, naisip ko na lng umalis..

bakit ganito?..prang mas mahirap yatang lumakad palayo?..pra akong hinahatak ng tunog ng mga alon..tumigil ako sa pglalakad..lumingon..at nakapag-desisyon..gagawin ko ang gusto ng puso ko..nawala lahat ng takot..nawala ang pag-aalinlangan...sa sobrang bilis ng takbo ko, di ko nmalayan na lumampas na ko sa edge ng cliff..grabe ang taas..takot na takot ako..naghanap ako nang sanga o kahit anong makakapitan pero wala akong nakita..alam kong mahuhulog ako..alam kong babagsak ako..nagdasal na lang ako na sana wag ako dun s may batuhan bumagsak..ayaw ko kasing masaktan..

when I finally hit the bottom, di kaagad nag-sink in sa akin yung nangyari..the only thing that i'm aware of was the pain caused by my sudden fall..sinalo nga ako ng dagat pero napunta naman ako sa may batuhan..bakit ko hinayaang mawalan ako ng control?..bakit ko hinayaang mahulog ang sarili ko nang ganun-ganun lang?..bakit di ako nag-isip mabuti?..sana lumakad nalang ako palayo..i wish i chose not to follow my heart..

ngayon, ito ako..namimilipit sa sakit..bawat segundo, lalong tumitindi..sana naging manhid na lng ako..ang dagat lng ang tanging makapagliligtas sa akin..kahit ito ang dahilan kng bakit ako nahulog, siya lang ang aking pag-asa..sana tangayin ako ng kanyang mga alon pabalik sa dalampasigan..

*haayy..inatake n nmn aq ng aking ka-sentihan..senxa n kung tag-lish ah..hirap kc pg pure english eh..hehe..tpos hirap din pg pure tagalog..kya aun..haayy..T_T*

2005-11-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

*ito ay pra dun s panget..=)*

tulog na mahal ko..
hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
lika na, tulog na tayo
tulog na mahal ko
wag kang lumuha, malambot ang iyong kama
saka na mamroblema..

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na..

tulog na mahal ko
nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
sige na, tulog na muna
tulog na mahal ko
at baka bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas
at sabay natin haharapin ang mundo..
tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na..

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na..

haay..ang sarap nmn pakinggan pg meh ngsabi sau nun..tulog n, mahal ko..=)

2005-11-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

"minsan naisip kong tigilan ka...
pero hindi ako makabitaw sayo...
lam mo kung bakit??
kasi kahit nahihirapan ako...
naiisip ko pa rin...
pag ako minahal nito...
sulit lahat ng sakit na dinanas ko..."
-galing s blog ni phimie..

haayy..ganda nmn nung kowt..i admit minsan yan din iniicp q..kso lng..pno kya aq mgle-let go kng aasa p din aq?..ang hirap nmn kc noh..i believe kc n the only way to fall out of love is to fall in love again (galing kay ms. erpelo)..eh panu b yan?!..asan b mga lalaki jan???..ala ku mkita..hala..bulag n b q?!?!?!..waahhh!!..

2005-11-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

One look

One smile

One touch

One embrace

One kiss

One love

Two people

Two minds

Two souls

Two destinies

One road

One journey

One ending

Together.

wla lng..ang ganda noh?..=)

2005-11-13T06:46:00.000+08:00

haayy..kkgcng q lng..ang lungkot nga ng gcng q eh..npanaghinipan q xa..tsk tsk..dun s dream q, pgpasok q dw s isang room, nkita q xa..2log..tpos prang pulang-pula..so hinawakan q ung leeg nia..sobrang init..so meh lagnat xa..aun..tpos mejo bumukas ung mata nia..tpos ng-smile xa..tpos n2log ulit..aun..wlang kwenta noh?..haayy..naalala q 2loy nung 22ong meh sakit xa..hmm..tama n nga..e2 n nmn aq eh..kwen2 nlng aq ng masaya..

bday ni roger nung nov.9..tpos khapon nia nilibre ung kerot..ang saya-saya sobra..after ng exams, umalis kmi ng skul..mga 12:30 yta un..tpos sumakay kmi ng jip going 2 UP..pgbaba nmin, nglakad kmi ng pgkalayo-layo..pro buti nkakita kmi ng tricycle..so aun..sumakay kmi..tpos bumaba kmi dun s kainan..likha diwa ung name ng place..maliit lng pro cute..s floor nga kmi nkaupo eh..prang japanese style..aun..tpos nung binigay n ung menu..na-realize nmin n pang-vegetarian pla ung food..hehe..pro ok lng..masarap nmn eh..tpos ng-order kmi ng dessert..ang sarap2!..vanilla ice cream + choco syrup + banana + corn flakes..haha..tpos nglaro kmi ng pusoy dos..(khit bawal..=p)..aun..after nun, ngpunta kming UP..at nglakad n nmn ng pgkalayo-layo in search of d UP lagoon..nung nhanap n nmin..nglaro n nmn kmi ng pusoy dos..(addiiiikk noh?..hehe..parte n un ng buhay nmin eh..wahaha..)..tpos nung 4 n umuwi n kmi..aun!=)..ang saya-saya tlga pg meh birthday..nyahaha..=)

2005-11-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

kkgaling lng nmin s 50th wedding anniversary nung sister-in-law ng lola q..nakk2wa nga ung couple eh..kc khit 50 yrs n silang married, obvious n they are still deeply inlove with each other..kitang-kita s mga mata nila at s mga ngiti nila kng gaano sila ksaya..haayy..astig noh?..isa nga un s mga dreams q eh..ung in d future, i'll find d ryt man to marry..at ung ending..pang-fairy tale..i want us to live happily ever after..

2005-11-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

May fini-fit ako noon na sapatos. Okay lang ang presyo. Maganda ang material. Kikay ang itsura. At maganda yung kulay. May isang problema nga lang..masakit sa paa. Pero cute kasi siya eh. Saka on sale. At sadyang matigas ang ulo ko. Kaya ayun, binili ko. Sa umpisa, okay lang naman. Keri ko. Saka masakit naman talaga sa paa ang bagong sapatos. Pero habang lumilipas ang oras, lalong sumasakit. Hindi siya meant sa pangmatagalang suot. Habang suot ko siya, parang gusto kong umiyak sa tuwing humahakbang ako. Pagdating ko ng bahay, puro sugat at galos ang paa ko. At ilang linggo din akong may peklat sa paa dahil sa sapatos na iyun..

Kapag sa umpisa pa lang, alam mo na masakit na sa paa at hindi mo puwedeng suotin ng matagalan, huwag mo nang bilhin. Bakit mo pa itutuloy kung alam mong masasaktan ka lamang kapag sinuot mo?

Parang pakikipag-relasyon din iyan eh. May mga lalake na good on paper, bagay sa iyo, tipo mo nga eh. Ang kaso, panandalian lang siya. "Boylet" lang kasi unavailable siya. Bakit mo pa itutuloy kong alam mong eventually ay masasaktan ka lang? Sana, habang maaga pa, iwasan mo na.

Lesson learned: Kung sa umpisa pa lang, alam mo na masasaktan ka lamang sa bandang huli, huwag mo nang ituloy. Baka mag-iwan pa iyan ng scar na hindi mo na maaaalis kailan man..

2005-11-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

hulleerrr!!..wla lng..=)

*waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought, useless and disappointing..*

-a cinderella story..

*i'm just a girl..standing in front of a boy..asking him to love her..*

-notting hill..

2005-10-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

Do You Follow Your Heart or Your Head?

Kim, you follow your heart when it comes to romance..

Whether you planned it or not, you just can't help but follow your feelings when it comes to matters of l'amour. You're a passionate person who can't ignore things that fit you to a T - whether it's that perfect pair of jeans, a good cause, or the love of a lifetime.Sure, things don't always go according to plan, but with an irrepressible drive like yours, you'd better get used to it! Living life as a fake just isn't in the cards for you. So open up your arms and embrace what life throws your way - especially if it happens to be the man of your dreams!

2005-10-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

What's your Cinderella story?

Kim, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince..

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with friends who will do the same for you.But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

2005-10-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

due to insistent public demand (lalo n ni maryan at rocky)..mgpopost n uli aq..=)..wla nga lng sense..=p

s wakas wla ng pasok!..=)..ngkita knina ung kerot s SM..kya lng maaga umuwi ung iba eh..aq, c cherith, c marianne at c rocky lng ung natira..wla kming mgwa so niyaya q nlng c rocky n mglaro ng house of d dead..aun..ngpnta kmi s club synergy..pgkabili nmin ng token, nalaman nming sira pla ung house of d dead dun..so naglaro nlng kmi ng racing..tpos after nun, nag-videoke kmi ng sandali..tpos sinamahan nmin c rocky s KFC pra kumain..pgkatapos ni rocky, nagpunta kmi s BK pra hintayin c amor..tumambay muna kmi dun for a while..tpos dumating n c amor..kng anu-ano ngang gnwa nmin eh..(tulad ng paghahalo ng ketchup at powder..=p)..tpos nung mga 2:30 n, umalis n c krung at c marianne..so kming 3 nlng..grabe wla kming mgwa..buti nlng biglang naisipan ni rocky n mglaro nlng kmi ng cards..kso lng wla kming dalang baraha..so nghanap kmi ng mbibilhan..ngpunta kming 3 s dept. store..kso lng wla dw..tpos ngpunta nmn kmi s national..eh ang mahal ng cards dun..tpos c amor ng-CR..so 2 nlng kmi ni rocky..ngpunta ulit kmi s dept. store pra mgtanong ulit kc bka wla lng alam ung unang pinagtanungan nmin..tpos sbi nung saleslady bka daw meron s watsons..eh di ngpunta kmi dun s watsons..wla dw clang tindang cards pro sbi nung girl meron dw yta dun s tindahan ng sigarilyo..eh di nagpunta kmi dun, wla nmn..tpos bumaba kmi s basement pra tumingin dun s national dun..wla din..grabe pagod n tlga kmi..pro dahil desperado nkming mkpglaro nghanap p din kmi..s supermarket nmn kmi ngpunta..mahal din ung cards dun..105 pesos..tpos mngpunta kmi s comic alley pro mas mhal ung cards dun..200 pesos..haayy..nawalan n kmi ng pg-asa..so naisipan nlng nming bumalik s mcdo carpark kng saan nghihintay c amor..tpos naisip q bka meron s expressions..un n ung last hope nmin ni rocky..(o db..desperado tlga..)..tpos pgdating dun..meron nga!..nkakatuwa nga eh..kc prang pa-suspense p ung pgtingin nmin s presyo..pgkakita nmin, 20 pesos lng!..grabe..ang saya tlga nmin nun..(ang autistic noh?)..twa kmi ng twa..pra nga kming mga baliw nung moment n un eh..c rocky kc napaupo p s sahig..tpos habang nakapila kmi, may nkita aqng cards..30 pesos pro dalawang deck..so un n ung binili nmin pra tig-isa kmi..pg balik nmin s mcdo..naglaro n kmi agad..eh ayaw ni amor so kming 2 lng..tpos ung isang crew ng mcdo sbi bwal dw mg-baraha dun..kainis..pgkatapos ng lahat ng pghihirap nmin pra mkhanap ng cards, pag-babawalan niya lng kmi?..haayy..kakainis tlga..pro ok lng kc after nun nglaro nlng kmi ng P.A.N.T.S..hbang kumakain ng flat tops n binili ni rocky..so aun..ng-enjoy nmn kmi..tpos umuwi n q ng 5:30..

*someday..i'll find my prince..and we will live happily ever after..=)*

2005-10-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

KEROT!!!..happy 21st monthsary!!!

maraming nagtatanong kng bkt "kerot" ung pangalan ng barkada nmin..di q n rin maxadong maalala eh..bsta ang natatandaan q lng, dati kim kerot ung tawag sakin ni boto kc dw ung kpatid nia meh clasm8 n kim carrot ung pangalan..aun..tpos isang araw nung 2nd year plng kmi..(hilig p nming mglaro)..naglaro kmi ng "treasure-hunting"..by pair un..10 kmi..ako, c cherith, c tenai, c marianne, c cathlene, c quinia, c boto, c rocky, c ferdie at c babs..lahat ng mga nkuha nming "treasure" ay nilagay nmin s isang blackbag at naisip nming ibaon s lupa, prang time capsule..kya nga pla 11 kmi, kc sumali c amor s aming pg-didig kya nging kerot n din xa..=)..aun..di q n tlga maalala kng panu nmin nabansagang kerot ang aming mga sarili..alam q barok..minsan nga nahihiya kming isigaw s public ung "kerot!" eh..pro ok lng..unique nmn eh..tska wlang pkialamanan!=)..aun..tpos naghanap kmi ng place s quesci kng saan pwde nmin ibaon ung mga "treaure" nmin..tpos finally nkhanap n kmi..nilinisan p nga nmin un eh..tpos tnawag nming "kerot station"..=)..lagi nga kming tumatambay dun nung 2nd year eh..anyway, eh di nilibing n naming ung blackbag..tpos sbi nmin huhukayin nmin un pg 4th year n kmi..=)..from that day on, January 13, 2004, nging official n barkada n kmi..ang kerot..dmi n nming napagdaanan..dti..hilig nming maglaro ng kung anu-ano..(merry-go-"around", dr. quack2, agawan base, kick-open, at kng anu-ano p..=p)..kya nga ntwag kming childish kerot eh..=)..tpos hilig din nming mang-okray, gumawa ng mga codename at humagilap ng mga tsismis..(ang sama nmin..hehe..)..haayy..happy nga q eh..kc nalampasan nmin ung mga times n muntik n kming mbuwag..pro ngaun ok n..npaka-solid tlga ng frendship nmin..khit iba-iba section nmin..(curie, darwin, at edison)..at khit mrami kming co-curricular activities..(basketball varsity, volleyball varsity, himig xientia)..close n close prin kmi at laging nag-bobonding pg uwian..

cherith- "krung" ang tawag s kanya ng mga tao..c jude kc eh, pauso..anyway, matangkad xa..kya nga kasali yan s varsity ng basketball eh..iyakin xa, sobra..tamad yan..ehehe..hilig mg-cut..luv n luv nia ang chemistry at c ma'am dacquel.."liberal" nga pla xa sbi ng mga magulang nia..=)..ka-banda q 2..bait 2ng friend..never nang-iwan..=)..

amor- xa si "reyna"..reyna ng ka-delayan kc ang bagal kumilos..hehe..c amor..maganda yan..girlfriend material tska mgaling kumanta..kasali din pla xa s varsity ng volleyball..o db,san k p?..=)..galing din niang mg-kwen2, di k mabo-bore..ka-banda q xa..hehe..nothing's gonna change our love for each other..=)..

boto- ivy pangalan nia..surname nia ung boto pro un n ung nksanayan nming itawag s knya..sexy yan..fashionista..prangka at di plastik..galing s math..naguguluhan aq s lovelife nia..martyr yan..ang saya nia kakwentuhan..open-minded din..

tenai- yan c "dalaga"..xa lng ang may syots s kerot..pro ok lng kc may tym pa rin nman xa pra samin eh..GC yan..galing mkipg-debate..tska galing din mg-english..chubby q yan..madaldal xa..hilig mg-"wow!"..matakaw din pro sexy..=)..

marianne- xa c "evs orig"..accident prone yan..hehe..ksali s varsity ng volleyball..pa-delay din minsan..strong ung personality nia..mukhang inluv xa ngaun..nkakatuwa xa tingnan pg anjan ung dbk nia..=)..

quinia- xa c "evs"..as in evian..hehe..nakakatuwang ksama..masayang magkwento..nkakahawa ung tono nia s pgsasalita..mahinhin pero madaldal..love n love xa ni barang..=)..

cathlene- xa c "tarsh"..inaasar kc xang tarsier dahil dw s mata nia..payat 2..sexy..YFC member..masunuring anak..GC din..batang akyat at uwi..=)..mabait 2..prang di q p yta nkikitang magalit..

babs- joel tlga ung pangalan nia..pro nkasanayan n nmin xang tawaging "babs"..CF yan..as in chronic flirt..hehe..=)..varsity din xa s volleyball..rich kid 2..xa ung pinakamayaman s kerot..xa ang aking twin bro babs..=)

roger- xa si "franzen"..chix twag nia sakin..hehe..khit ayoko..anyway, masarap yan ksma..kng anu-ano trip nming 2..payat yan pro napakatakaw lalo n s rice..lagi late s skul..mhilig xa s animals..alam nia nga ung mga scientific name ng ibang mga ibon eh..hehe..=)..

ferdie- xa c "ferdiestroyer" at "ferdownloader"..pareho kming mahilig mpicture s sarili nmin kya ngkakasundo kmi..preho din kming himig..tenor nga pla yan..vain yan sobra..di mabubuhay ng wla ung suklay at facial wash nia..career mode xa ngaun..

cguro di maxadong mgiging masaya ung highschool life q kng wla ung kerot..kya..kerot..salamat s inyo..sna marami p taung mpgsamahan..love n love q kau..=)

through good times and bad times..
i'll be on your side forever more..
that's what friends are for..=)

2005-10-12T13:52:00.001+08:00

almost every girl's dream is to find her prince..mejo corny pro 22o..pra s akin..ung gus2 qng mging prince is someone who is tough yet gentle..someone n di mwawala s tabi q..isang guy n alam qng mahal aq at pprotektahan aq..someone n di aq sasaktan..ung guy n will go out of his way just 2 see me..ung guy n hndi takot i-express ung 22ong feelings nia..someone n hindi manhid..someone who is worthy of my trust..someone n may good sense of humor..someone who will appreciate me 4 who i am..someone who will sing for me..(hehe..ewan..gus2 q lng kc ung kinakantahan aq eh..wahehe..)..aun..tama n muna..prang ang dami n ng sinabi q..wla n ytang guy n gani2 eh..ahehe..pro still, i'm hoping i cud find one..maybe not now..pro soon..

hehe..asa p q..

2005-10-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest..

you know, when the truth is there, at ayaw mong tanggapin, naghahanap ka ng pwedeng sisihin eh. But in the end, you still feel the pain, and there's no one else to blame but yourself..
-galing yan s blog ni boto..

what's the point in loving when the one you love doesn't love you?
why waste time waiting for someone when you aren't the one he's waiting for?
why miss someone who never even thinks of you?why bother to care so much for a person who barely cares for you?

2005-10-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

10pm n di q p naaayos dadalhin q s fieldtrip bukas..tinatamad akoooo..

nabasa q lng s peyups..
mejo nkk-relate aq eh..

how not to love

If you find yourself thinking about someone, and his sweetness, although you know he's naturally sweet to all girls, and his sweetness to you doesn't mean anything, then don't think about him. Don't be too assuming that his checking out on you is a sign that he has a thing for you. Don't read between the lines of the sweet text messages he sent to you. Don't dwell on the memories that you had with him, because most definitely, he is not dwelling on them either. Don't fall for him. To fall in love with him will be an awful blow to your vulnerable emotions. Because surprise, surprise, he doesn't reciprocate the feelings. He is just sweet, remember?

If you think you're crushing on someone who seems to be having a thing for your friend, and your friend seems to be crushing on the guy too bigtime, take the backseat. Don't squeeze yourself in the picture. Boogie out of the scene that is designated for only the two of them. At this point, don't take the risk of falling for the guy in hope that maybe it's not your friend he's attracted with, but you. That won't work. Assuming that someone loves you is the most stupid reason for propelling oneself to love. So don't assume. And if it happens that you really don't, but you have the urge to love the guy anyway, because whoa, the guy is a catch, try your darndest to control the feeling. The worst thing that can happen is finding yourself very heartbroken from seeing your friend and your prospect together.

Love is the sweetest thing, I know. It's the greatest feeling. That is, if the one you love loves you back. There can't be anything better than that. But if the situation is wherein you're falling for someone who just considers you as a friend, that's a different story. As much as possible, evade from those heart-wrenching situations. Love is hard to control, but try anyway. Give your best shot at falling out of love. You're lucky if you detect the absurdity and the pain of unrequited love right away, because it spares you from going through a lot of hell. All you have to do is simply occupy yourself with other things. Have fun with your life. You will fall soon, and this time you will not get hurt, because he will reciprocate the same feeling. It will not be now, but it will come in due time.

2005-10-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

wla lng..naisipin q lng ikwen2 ang mga nangyari ngaung araw..hehe..=)..

balak q tlgang mgcng ng 5am kninang umaga..(khit 10 mins. away lng ung skul galing s bahay..=p)..kya lng..nagulat aq nung pgkgcng sakin, 5:40 n..xempre todo madali n q kc sinikap q tlga n mging maaga knina..aun..bute nkrating aq ng skul bago mg-flag ceremony..tpos ng-start n ung class..pinoy..boring..AP..wla c ma'am =)..chem..mas boring..english..mejo ok lng, di nmn kmi maxadong nkikinig ni nicky dhil naisipan nming gumawa ng christmas list nung mga pnahong yun =p..hehe..research..di aq maxadong na2wa s teacher nmin (kelan b q na2wa s mga research teacher?=p)..lunch..elective..wla n nmn c ma'am ramos..PEHM..ng-PE aq knina..grabe..2nd time q p lng mg-PE ngaung skulyear..physics..di aq mka-relate s lesson, di q nga lam kng pano aq nkpasa nung 1st quarter eh..break..ang saya..biglang umulan ng malakas..math..meh quiz..pro ok lng..di nmn stressful..hehe..aun..tpos n..uwian n..meh training c chirit kya umalis n kmi nila babs tska rocky..nagpunta kmi s sm..kk2wa nga eh..todo bonding kming tatlo..ang saya namen..=)..ngpa-studio pic p nga kme eh..(adiikk!)..hehe..aun..tpos nung mga 7 n..umuwi n kme..

haha..wla lng..

2005-09-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

ksma nmin xa khapon..hmm..haayy..ac2ually mejo ok n din sakin n mkita cla 2gether..prang mas mdaling mg-move on pg ganun eh..mas ok n din ung gani2 kesa nmn mgmukmok aq s isang sulok at umiyak mgdamag..hehe..pro xempre nandun p din ung hurt..oh well..cguro i just have 2 get used 2 it..

now i sit all alone
wishing all my feelings were gone
i gave my best to you
nothing for me to do..

2005-09-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

battle of d bands kgabi!..haayy..grabe..sobrang nagkalat aq!..waahhh!!!..kkahiya tlga..hehe..anyway..ngpunta ung cueshe s skul..di q sila feel..naiirita aq sa knila..lalo n dun sa isang vocalist n wlang gnawa kundi mg-emote..aun..tpos after nung battle..nag-overnyt kmi knila babs..3am n kmi natulog kc nanood p kmi ng movie..pgkgcng q tuloy d nxt morning feeling q sobrang ang haggard ng itsura q..hehe..aun..tpos ngpnta kming mcdo crpark pra kumain..tpos nanood kming sine..ampanget nung muvi!..sayang lng pera nmin..haayy..kainis..aun..wla lng..

2005-09-14T22:48:00.001+08:00

wag mo n sna akong pahirapan p..
kung ayaw m sakin ay sabihin m n..
wag mo n sana akong ipaasa s wla..
oo na mahal na kung mahal kita..

o db nkkarelate aq dun s kanta ng parokya..
waah..nkkainis ah..lagi nlng aq senti mode..
nyahaha..(pra n nman aqng joke!..=p)

2005-09-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

wla lng..na2wa lng aq knina..eh kc..nung pauwi n q..umuulan..eh naiwan q payong q s classroom (ang tanga eh noh..)..aun..eh di naglalakad n q galing s overpass..mejo lumalakas n ung ulan kya ngmadali aq..tpos..biglang may lalaking may payong..pinayungan nya q..ang bait nga eh..tpos hinatid p q dun s sakayan ng tricycle..aun..ang bait ni God..hehe..

nag-jam kmi knina..ang saya nga eh..kng anu2 pinagagagawa nmin..haha..enjoy tlga..=p..

haayy..bittersweet tlga..feeling q nga ngaun mas matimbang ung bitter pg nkikita q xa eh..pro xempre msaya p din aq..cguro kc nasanay n din aq khit papano s kanila..aun..haha..wla lng..

2005-09-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

Love will show u everything

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don't be afraid to let it show
For you'll never know
If you let it hide

I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never leave
Love will show you everything

One day
When youth is just a memory
know you'll be standing right next to me

I love you You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never leave
My love will show you everything

wla lng..yan ung kanta s "if only"..
ngandahan lng aq..
nkakaiyak ung movie n un..
hehe..

2005-09-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

ang saya saya!..

eh kc..elims knina pra s battle of d bands s friday..aun..sumali kmi..haha..wla lng..nung 3rd year p kc nmin pangarap 2mug2g eh..ehehe..aun..delayed nga pla ung pangalan ng band nmen..ako, c amor, c jedil, c bernice at c cherith..(thank u tlga keh jedil..)..so aun..todo kaba tlga kmi knina..lalo n q..di q p kc ma-perfect ung part q eh..waahh..grabe tlga..15 bands un..kme ung last na 2mug2g..aun..tpos nghintay kmi ng results..8 lng kukunin pra s finals..grabe..nung 6 n bands n ung nbanggit..prang feeling q wla n kming chance..tpos bigla qng narinig ung pangalan ng banda nmin..late reaction nga q eh..hehe..ang saya..pro xempre we need to practice pa..gus2 q ng mg-jam!!!..(xempre..ngmamagaling n nmn ako..haha!)..

thank u LORD!..=p

2005-09-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

haayy..grabe tlga these past few days..sobrang ang gulo ng isip q..ang gulo gulo gulo gulo!!!..pro wla nmn aqng sinisisi kc aq din nmn ung meh ksalanan eh..bsta..ampanget ng situation q..prang feeling q nka-suspend aq s air..tpos sinusubukan qng wag mahulog..xempre..mahirap..meh gravity eh..(ang corny!)..hehe..pro promise tinatry q nmn tlgang pigilan ung feelings q eh..di lng pra s frend q kundi pra n din sakin..xempre..cno bng taong gustong ma-hurt in d end?..

naku..kng pwde lng alisin lhat ng feelings q pra s knya..eh d mtagal q n snang gnwa..kso lng ang hirap eh..pno q kya un mggwa kng lgi q xang iniisip?..haayy..

and i hope that in time
YOU'LL BE OUT OF MY MIND
and I'LL BE OVER YOU..

haayy..sna nga..

2005-09-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

wahaha..

s wakas..

meh blog n q!..